Part 1 Blueprints of Fate: My Journey to This Moment
The Jenn/Jk Ultra Story Begins...
There is a long story of how I arrived at this point in life, and unfortunately, I can't tell all of it here today. But you might be shocked when I say my real life is sometimes stranger than the wild mystical topics I cover.
I grew up in Jersey City, NJ, the most culturally diverse city in America. In my high school alone, we welcomed students from over 100 different countries. Even in the midst of so much diversity, I always embraced my uniqueness and have been unapologetically unconventional. Back then, my hair was vibrant green and I fought the dress code with audacity. A black button down shirt, to me, meant a sheer black button-down with bright neon green lingerie underneath. Instead of the mandated black dress pants, I wore black pleather pants. Once, I even dared to wear underwear on the outside of my pants. When questioned by the school, I meticulously dissected the dress code to prove my compliance. Overall, my weirdness and aimless rebellion was met with open arms; I embraced the role of outcast and played it well. Starting at this point of the story feels like 15-20 lifetimes ago, and those of you just joining this journey with me in the last couple of years are going to be shocked at just how fucked up, crazy and punk rock my journey has been.
My big-awakening started around the "end of the world" on Dec 21, 2012, when the Mayan calendar ended. I had always been interested in aliens and the supernatural. Growing up, my family didn't have many traditions, but we did tell ghost stories on Thanksgiving. My grandma did magic; we all knew how to hex people, and we saw lemons with people's names carved in them. We knew what to do with a bar of soap if you needed revenge. I never actually used those things but I knew their power and because of that, I was absolutely terrified of magic and witchcraft.
That was until the year 2012. The Mayan calendar was coming to an end, I was about 24 years old and I knew it was prophesized to be the last day of Earth. I was working on an independent movie and had also been in a relationship with the producer. We weren't letting anyone know about our relationship, so we were holed up in a hotel room in DTLA. I remember we got back to the room late, and I was looking at the clock, seeing it was nearing 11:59. I thought to myself, I guess if it all ends here, I'm proud that I am living in LA, working on a movie, and doing what I came here to do.
Well, the clock strikes 12, and planet Earth survived. I survived! Maybe I came to do more than this, I thought.
2013 - A Timeline Shifted
The year that truly kicked off my spiritual journey and even bordered into madness. I was introduced to the wild and wonderful world of conspiracy theories by a white Rastafarian dude who came into the weed shop I was working at. He told me that there’s this big global conspiracy, and everybody’s in on it. This might be surprising to some, but I wasn’t ready for that information at the time. I pushed back, but he insisted that the world was run by a small group of people and that we were being used as pawns, that all the presidents were related, and that a couple of bloodlines have controlled the world for thousands of years. It was a lot of information for me to take in, so I yelled at him and physically removed him from the store with my bare hands. As I was about to slam the door in his face, he shouted, "They have a map of Atlantis!!!"
I thought, WTF is wrong with that guy. I went home that night and looked it up… are all of the presidents actually related? To my surprise, they were. Well, damn. Then it was like a gust of wind went off inside my mind, and I went down the rabbit hole for about a year straight after that. From that moment, weird things began happening. We will explore all of these more in the future, but trying to wrap my head around all this information caused me to become super paranoid.
A pivotal moment in my awakening was when I traveled to San Francisco that very same year. I drank some marijuana lemonade, and I was overwhelmed by the idea that my spirit guide is a mountain (Mt. Tam, to be specific). The SF trip deserves a post of its own because I saw into an alternate timeline and it made me sick. Maybe the medicated-lemonade played a part in that. But, I was so overcome feeling that BEINGS were all around me and they’re here to help me, and I told them, "I am ready. I am ready for my mission. What I came to earth to do."
My mountain spirit guide kind of hugged me in the astral. It was wonderful. HOWEVER, I was, in fact—NOT READY. And that declaration sort of kicked off several years of bordering on insanity. I saw a reptilian; I had a blimp following me. To this day, I really don't know how much of the blimp thing was brought on by paranoia…. but seriously wtf was A BLIMP—FOLLOWING ME?!!!
I launched my old podcast that year and did a ceremony underneath the blood moon. What a wild night that turned into. I was young and exploring; first, my black crystal disappears into a bush; then a homeless person comes over to tell me the moon is fake; it's a satellite. Little did I know; he might have been right. Just then, my phone starts ringing, and it's my friend telling me that my podcast is ranking on iTunes and that I'm in the top 25 podcasts on the entire platform. I thought, wow, this stuff (magic) really works. It wasn’t all good though, it was CHAOS. I didn't feel as spiritually or physically protected as I always did; things started getting worse. In the future, I will elaborate on all of these stories more for now you see why I needed to pull the breaks… take a break from conspirituality and come back to real life.
All the craziness and overload of information led me to get completely freaked out and I pulled away from my journey. I was afraid to even meditate! I lost all interest in my crystals, there was a shift into to the lower chakras and my focus shifted to physical life and circumstance. I wasn’t “anti-new age” or anything— I just removed myself from it and focused on life. At the time I didn't realize I was stepping into my Saturn Return.
We will gloss over large plot points here, but in 2017, the first days of my Saturn return, I fell in love so hard. SO GLAD I never heard about the Twin Flame stuff at that time because I probably would have lost my damn mind. What about the Twin Flame journey makes people lose it? Anyway, I really felt like this person and I had a deep soul connection—soulmates or karmic partner? Hard to know! When we broke up—horribly, I walked in on him with another girl—we can talk about that some other time, as well. This relationship’s end pushed me to read the book, Journey of Souls by Dr Michael Newton. This completely shifted my perspective on life and the way I perceived my own hardest lessons. By the last days of Saturn return, I began dating someone else.
Boyfriend's Betrayal & Shattered Timelines
After going through a horrible break up I was hesitant to date again. But we had a lot of fun together, and he was not someone that I would normally date. This guy wasn't really my type, but my type had never really worked for me before. I never dated someone as genuinely nice as him, so I figured, why not try it out.
As time passed and his acts of service grew deeper, then the lockdowns happened, and like many people, our relationship grew even more serious. I am most grateful that I was always able to be myself around him. He thought I looked beautiful even on my most busted-looking day. It was the healthiest relationship I had ever been in.
Prior to him, my relationships were spent worrying about infidelity. I used to be insecure, resorting to checking my boyfriend's phone. By that point, I had already walked in on it, live-and-in-action, I figured nothing could possibly be left to worry about. I survived it. I was free. So I made a promise to myself: I’m never going to violate someone’s privacy again; I’m not going to steal my own happiness by worrying about cheating; I’m going to enjoy being in the moment, and I’m gonna enjoy being in a relationship.
But I was actually not free. I was faking it—even to myself. I was closed off and avoidant. That’s why we spent years in a situationship, before we were absolutely sure we wanted the boyfriend/girlfriend title.
That’s why when the truth came out, it was really like I entered another realm of mindfuck.
It’s no secret that I am spiritual, and into the aliens and all of that. He wasn't initially into it, but as our relationship progressed, he became much more invested in it. Also, he believed in me and how much research I did, so he trusted my opinions on these things. He didn’t doubt me or look at me like I was crazy, like many other men had in the past. He himself started to get very interested in these things and wanted to learn energetic healing.
MOUNT SHASTA
Dec 21, 2020, the end of a crazy year, there was a lot of talk online about it being the first day of the New Earth. I didn't actually think the world was going to dimensionally shift to 5D at that moment, but I decided to treat it as if it might, just in case. Three days later, I found myself at Mount Shasta for Christmas.
Shasta is considered the root chakra of the world and is a highly spiritual place. I had dreamed of going for years but my finances always held me back. So I booked us an impromptu trip to Mount Shasta, and boy, is that place magical. There was a store called Soul Connections. In front, there was a one-dollar book section, a bunch of things that were out of print and used. And I saw a book called "The Pleiadian Workbook." I didn’t realize until later that the name “Jennie” was already written inside. The synchronicities were overwhelming, and I won't get into them all because it really was like being in a magical world. So, my boyfriend and I parted ways in the store: he goes toward the books, and I go toward the crystal skulls. Then I notice a man with long dreadlocks. Oh my God! He's someone that I haven't seen in about nine years.
He was the white Rastafarian guy! He is the one who first taught me about conspiracies! Several hundred miles away from LA, in the store called Soul Connections at the base of Mount Shasta, here he is. So I approached him and said, "Hey, you’re a DJ, right? You used to live in Hollywood?" He’s like, "Yeah…" and started to recognize my face.
I reminded him that I worked at the weed shop, and he said, "Oh wow, yeah, I remember we used to have some great conversations." Lol, he must not have remembered that I sorta physically assaulted him. I began to tell him that he was a big part of my awakening and how back then I wasn’t ready to accept it, but now it’s become a huge part of my life. He told me some wild stories about what has happened to him since! Even though the stories were out-there, I wasn’t going to make the mistake of not believing him again! He told me that the energy of LA was eating him alive, and that he had to escape to Mount Shasta where the woman who owns the store actually saved his life.
Just then, my boyfriend comes up, holding a stack of books that he was going to buy, (one of which was: AD by Richard Dolan, a book that I based my alien TikTok series off of). We all spoke for a bit, and then we headed to the checkout line. My boyfriend had found a business card with information for an energy healer. She was based out of Sedona. He said he felt really compelled to talk to her and learn healing. Shasta was an incredible shift.
A couple of months later, he was trained in energy healing. He was really gifted at it. The examples are incredible. My mom was going in for heart surgery, and then a couple of hours later, we got a call, it turns out she didn’t need the surgery at all anymore. Someone else I know was going into court, called back a couple of hours later, saying all the charges had been dropped. A friend’s dog had a spinal issue, and we were told it would never walk again. After he had done his distance healing on it, the dog still walks to this day. He went in headfirst. I saw all these miracles happening around us, it was like wizardry. I've been a long-time believer but I was completely shocked at the things that were happening. The way he jumped in pushed me to believe and trust even more.
Our relationship really evolved then because, instead of seeing him as a somewhat incompetent caveman, he was like Merlin. He'd been doing breathwork, and it completely calmed his mental state, and he was able to be more present and aware. Instead of talking AT people, he was listening, and then responding with incredible advice.
Reality felt like wizardry; it was as if we were in a real-life game. Things that I had explored and believed in for years, he had just learned about but embraced with 100% conviction. He truly transformed into The Magician.
"Regular" life in 2021 was anything but normal. The norm had become stranger than strange, and the world seemed more unreal every day—from media propaganda, fear, PTSD, the vaccine, to the division between people, and political changes. While all of this was happening, in my relationship I was watching magic before my eyes.
In April 2021, I quit my job. I was so immersed in learning about timelines. I reached a deep understanding that an alternate life—free from restaurant work and aligned with my dreams—exists in the quantum. I just had to step on that timeline. I realized I am creating both the miserable reality of restaurant work and the one I desire. So I embarked on a life of living my dreams. I also got super heavy into spiritual practices, and because my boyfriend was a healer, I became more open to people working with my energy.
That’s how this other Reiki healer guy entered our lives. He had a unique style that he claimed had been channeled to him from a specific alien race. Although the guy’s energy felt off, everything had been divinely falling into place.
Around this time, I did an “activation” with that strange alien-reiki practitioner. One of the services he offered is called a 5D Activation, which basically activates 5D into your life right here and right now. It's like starting a New Earth immediately. Looking back at these activations, I still don't know what to think—you can decide for yourself at the end.
Before agreeing to this activation (and convincing my friends to do it), it was pricey... he warned that sometimes people think they want this, but they're not ready for the way their life changes. He said, "If you do this, you have to be willing to let go of everything, including your relationship."
I reflected on whether I was willing to give up everything. I thought about my relationship and questioned if I had been a good girlfriend. I was good to him, but there was an underlying guilt. I held my love back in a way he didn't deserve. I never fully opened my heart to him, and I felt beyond guilty in that moment. It wasn't that I didn't treat him well; I just always had a guard in front of my heart. I said to the universe, "If my relationship is not aligned, then take it. He deserves someone who will love him better than I can."
After that, I lose track of time, but in the following days, our relationship changed drastically. He changed drastically and weird stuff started to happen.
One of my best friends works in emergency care; however, she’s also super psychic and legitimately sees dead people. I love her to death (lol). She has a very dark aura, but at the same time, she wants nothing more than to help people. So she and I had been talking a lot, and she said she wanted to receive healing from my boyfriend. This is where things start getting really crazy.
She dropped the bombshell: there's this ghost, a spirit currently in the non-physical realm, lingering around her—an overdose victim who is now her shadowy companion. Due to her work she's sometimes there for people crossing over…. And, as it turns out, some of these departed souls stick around.
I get a text from her, and it's not your usual message. Something strange is going on— one of these lingering spirits keeps whispering my boyfriend's name to her.
I mention this not as a warning or an attempt to scare you, but as a reflection of reality. When you genuinely commit to stepping into a higher timeline and wholeheartedly mean it, there are instances where your life undergoes sudden and unbelievable changes.
Wow what an incredible dive into the real jk ultra ! Can’t wait for part 2!
Wow, I’m hooked and so glad I get to read more about your journey on here since I’m not always able to make it to your casual lives!!